31 weeks with Baby Girl (I am now 33 weeks so this is an oldie but the most recent bump picture I've taken) |
My last day of work was Thursday. It was such a bittersweet day for me. Anyone who knows me, knows I loved Ella as if she were my own child. However, I know that being home with our baby girl and giving her my 110% will be SO worth it. I could probably write a whole post on how much that sweet Ella means to me and how she was so much more than a job to me. I have shed many many tears over it and I feel as though I have a hole in my heart at that moment. It will probably be really hard for me until our little girl arrives and fills that gap that my heart has right now.
Last Day with Ella, I could resist being twinners and putting her hair in piggy tails! |
Because baby girl is measuring small we've gotten a couple of extra ultrasounds which is always so fun to see our little girl. I'm glad Brad was able to make it to this one since the last one he couldn't make. The tech has been so sweet and given us 3D images the past two times. I love seeing her cute little face. I'm obsessed with her little lips and can't wait to kiss all over that sweet face of hers. She is either getting more active in there, or I'm finally just feeling it more frequently because she's getting bigger.
We had our hospital tour the same night as my appointment. During the tour I was freaking out (you guys hospitals just freak me out in general). However, I think it was just nerves because the past few days I've been talking to Brad about things I really like about the hospital we are going to deliver at. I'm still so nervous about the delivery process but I'm so grateful that Brad will be there with me every step of the way. He is so patient with me when I get anxiety when I know I just want to slap myself and say "get a grip woman, you aren't going to die" haha.
I have been dreaming more about the moment baby girl is finally in my arms and I just can't wait to have that happen in real life. It just seems so magical. I can't wait to see Brad be able to snuggle with her. He talks about it all the time and I know how much it will mean to him to finally be able to hold and love on her.
Anyways, that is what we have been up to over in our neck of the woods. I hope everyone enjoyed their month of love! I can't believe how fast time is flying! Only 7 more weeks until my due date! Crazy to think that soon we will be a family of three!
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